Why am I finding uni so boring at the moment?
Having worked so darn hard to get in, currently lectures make me sleepy. The background information is interesting to look at, but sitting down and learning it is awful.
Am I doing the right thing? Should I even be here? That question is easy to answer. My old job was even more boring than sitting down and learning basic science. I'm not going back to it.
I probably need to try to put it into context and see that even though the little part is quite dull, and having to memorise it is also not very exciting, it should help me become a better doctor in the long-run.
So for now I just have to endure the pain, push through it and look forward to the time when we will be concentrating more on the disease processes rather than just the basics.
I just wish I didn't feel so damn sleepy.